It's been a great day!

So I had my interview today at Metro, and got the job after literally 2 minutes of talking to the boss...it was great. I was a little scared though, since she was going to call me with my hours for the coming week, and I don't have black pants or shoes for work. I asked Dylans parents if I could borrow the money off them, and they were like, no..but it can be your christmas present....and while you're at it, get 2 pairs of pants and some winter boots :O So we went to mark's and i got shoes and 2 pairs of really nice pants, which i can wear to funeral homes too, and a pair of black emu boots from town shoes (which are super comfy and warm, and only $99) Overall, it was a wonderful day. I start work on Monday, and have 4 shifts, most of which are 5 hours. Also, I asked for the weekend of the 2oth off and got it, so I can go to Brice x-mas with Dylan. It'll be really nice having a pay cheque again...

Oh, and while I was at the doctors yesterday I mentioned that I was interested in getting breast reduction, and she said that she'd set up a surgical consult for me, and that it will be covered under OHIP. I'm not sure when i'll be able to do it though, because with the internship coming up I can't afford to not be able to lift anything heavy for a few months. I probably won't have the surgery anytime soon, but it's nice to know that the option is there when i'm ready for it.

50 confessions.

1. I stole this idea from someone else
2. I'd rather have 1 best friend then 20 acquaintances
3. I hate birds, they have weird feet....
4. I've always wanted a pet goat.
5. My dad is no longer alive, and sometimes I wish I would have got to know him when I had the chance
6. Sometimes I think people get the wrong impression about me
7. I have a really hard time opening myself up to new people
8. I never thought I could love anyone as much as I love Dylan
9. It makes me sad that I should be a licensed funeral director by now, but i'm not. It makes me feel like a failure.
10. I hate when people ask me how I think something went...like an interview or a test.
11. I don't like feeling like an outsider with my own family. I really don't see them enough....
12. I can be a total bitch, or the nicest girl ever.
13. In the past i've wanted to be a vet,
14. and a doctor,
15. and a coroner...
16. I've decided to be a funeral director.
17. Funeral services is a big part of who I am. I look at things differently then most people because of this.
18. I suck at most video games
19. I chew straws, pens, and pencils constantly
20. I'm addicted to popsicles
21: I'm a really picky eater
22: I wish I had a car
23. I procrastinate wayyyy too much
24. I hate when people ask me stupid questions about dead bodies
25. Everyone tells me I smell nice =)
26. I'm bad with names
27. I love the look of heels, but I avoid wearing them at all costs. They are far too uncomfortable.
28. I love to go shopping.
29. Down the road I plan on having a breast reduction.
30. I want to be covered in tattoos. I find them hot.
31. ...even though they really hurt.
32. I am terrified of bugs
33. But I love snakes...
34. I've never seen any of the lord of the rings movies....
35. I've had every color hair in the book
36. I used to have my tongue, nipple, and tragus pierced, but I had to take them all out for one reason or another.
37. Sometimes I miss being single
38. I hate when strangers are in my personal space. Back off...
39. I don't like that a lot of kids in university look down on people who went to college. Just because you paid more for your education does not make you better then me.
40. I hate being fake. I hate forced conversations.
41. I'm not into drama.
42. I'm great at picking up on subtle things like body language and sarcasm.
43. It makes me sound like a freak, but I really like blood. My favorite part of embalming is watching blood come out of the body and run down the table with the occasional blood clot.
44. I like halloween more then christmas.
45. Instead of having a kid, I want to adopt.
46. Before I do that, I want to see the world.
47. I wish I could get to know people better.
48. I talk to my pets.
49. I can't wait to see where life takes me.
50. It was surprisingly easy to think of 50 things to say about myself.

Life, or something like it.

Lately, I am restless. Every day is the same. Nothing changes.....it's horrible. I have 6(ish) months till I start an internship, and I already feel at a huge disadvantage. I don't have my license, and no money to get it, or get a suit so I can do my 40 hours of observation. I'm at a red light, and i'm DYING for it to turn green. Dylan is never here, he's either at school or working. I don't blame him and i'm not mad, I'm envious. At least he has something in his life other then me. Must be nice...

Christmas is fast approaching.

At a dinner at my parents house tonight I was reminded of the fact that Christmas will be here in a little over a month. This worries me. I don't have a job, and no more government cheques to keep me afloat, so I have no idea how I'm buying presents. I hate this, it makes me feel like a pile of shit. Hopefully I find a job soon, or else I'm fucked.......

On another note, I really want a pink or purple Christmas tree this year. I don't see it happening though, because I'd be the only one who wants one :( And I'd like a black feather wreath :D:D I can't wait till Dylan and I have our own place.

Today history was made.

In the 2008 United States Presidential Election, the citizens of the US made it perfectly clear that they want a change. This change will come the new President, Barack Obama, the first black president in the nation's history. Not that this is the change that matters of course. I couldn't care less that he's black. I like what he stands for, which is all that should matter in a nations leader. Who cares about the color of his skin, the gender, hairstyle, age, religion, if they wear an american flag pin.....WHO CARES? What should matter is the persons POLICIES AND BELIEFS. I'd vote for a black, female, gay, handicapped president if I like'd what they stood for. Watching the election coverage on CNN was a mistake though, the people on that station are ignorant fucks. Obama exudes everything that a nations leader should; confidence, intelligence, personality, professionalism, etc. His speach was absolutly inspiring, he made me proud of America. I can't wait to see the kind of change he enacts in these next 4 years.

I love Halloween

So today here in Hamilton was the Zombie walk, and Chantelle and I decided we'd check it out. I went as little dead riding hood, and Chantelle as a dead prom queen...and I must say, we made hot zombies :) Makeup and hair took a little over an hour, then we were out the door. When we got there, there were only about 3 other people but soon enough there were well over 100. It was the perfect start to my favourite time of year. Next week Dylan, Steve, and I are going to Halloween pub night at Mohawk, then on November 1st we're throwing a little bash for our bff's :) woot. Gotta love Halloween!